Eulogy-- the death of MYSELLLFF! :(

Who am I you ask? Why, many people know me as a friend, a family member, a granddaughter, a sister, and many other wonderful things. I was loved by many, and possibly hated by a few people too. But that never stopped me from doing what I did.
I accomplished many of my childhood dreams, becoming a cheerleader for my high school, making many friends, and enjoying life the way I wanted it to be. I loved my friends and family, I appreciated the things they did for me.
My Mom, Cathy, she was a loving, caring, woman. I loved her with everything I had. If I could I would thank her for being there for me, I would. She did wonders for my little sister and me. She took us in her home as dad left us at the ages of 3 months and 2, with absolutely nothing but a broken heart. He didn’t care about us, but she did. She always bought me things, even if they weren’t necessary, but as long as we were happy, she didn’t care what the cost was nor if she ever had anything new. I didn’t love her as just my mother, but also as if she were my best friend too
Then there is my so-called Dad, whose name I shall not speak of. I hate him with a passion. He was a low life, piece of crap that really doesn’t deserve to live. He means NOTHING to me, and I will never have anything good to say about him. Leaving his own flesh and blood at such young ages for another woman that looked like a man. Her nose was huge, but I was so young I never really understood why he left. 7 years had past and not one word had been heard from him, until a few months after I turned 14. He all the sudden reappeared, trying to make up all those years he wasn’t around, only because my new baby brother had been born. But of course, that didn’t last long, just a month or 2. There I am, the age of 16 and not one word since then. I will not miss him one bit, and I hope he understands why. If he don’t then he has issues that need to be taken care of.
Bethany, my baby sister. She was so annoying at times, but yet cool. Arguing and bickering amongst each other was always normal for her, and me, but that’s what sisters are supposed to do. Making fun of her was so simple and it was definitely worth the groundings. My favorite thing to say to her was, “TINA, you fat lard, come eat dinner!!” I was an expert at making her cry, but I didn’t mean to hurt her feelings I was just goofing off with her. I love my sister in everyway possible and I don’t think my life would have been any better with out her.
My papaw Danny, also known as Mama Boone was always my favorite. He got along with everyone, and all my friends loved him. I loved him so much it hurt sometimes. I could never ask anything of my grandpa. But sometimes it was as if he knew exactly what I was thinking. If I needed something, he knew, and it would be waiting for me at home when I got out of school. Spending the night at his house, was simply amazing, he fixed me food 24/7, whether it be his awesome peanut butter fudge, or a simple peanut butter and jelly. My papaw was good at giving advice to me, when I was arguing with mom, he was there by my side, comforting me, loving me, holding me. He always gave me the best feeling in the world. My papaw was like a dad to me, a dad I never had.
My nanny, Phyllis. One thing I will always remember with her is “a hard worker.” My grandma is THE best grandma’s in the whole entire world, and I’m not bluffing either. No ones grandma could compare to my nanny. Always wanting to give, give, give. Didn’t matter if it was Money; food; clothes; shoes; whatever was needed to she was always there to give. Everyone considered me a nannies girl. Which didn’t bother me, cause I knew I was too. I loved my nanny. She was like a friend to me too, I used to call her at night just to have a chat with her. Me and her shared a different kind of love, it was special love too.. I will truly miss my Nan.
Sadie Mae (also known as Moo Moo); my dog. I’ve had her for about 5 years. She was my best friend, I could talk to her about anything and I knew she wouldn’t tell anyone. Not only because she couldn’t speak, but because she loved me and I knew this for a fact just by the way she acted around me. Playing soccer and volleyball in the yard is something I will seriously miss, also playing hide-and-seek in the house, she was always good at finding Bethany and me. I could be myself around her, and I pretty much lived my childhood life all over again when I was with Sadie.
My best friends; Allison Rowe, Brianna Howerton, Alissa Williams, Megan Smallwood, and Cassie Holt. I would of never survived school with out them. They were amazing to me, and I wouldn’t have traded them for anything. I’ve been to hell and back with them. Cheerleading, hanging out, boys, ect. These girls are what I call “best friends” I love them, like they were my own sisters.